09:30am Arhh! cannot take it. Alone now with 'u noe who' Adik!! man!! tolong aku!! Aku stress tau... Otak aku ley pecah... Telinge aku ley meletup... Aku tak bedek... I wanna go to school!!!! so i wont be left alone at home... *sob sob*
12:30pm My second Entry.. The mom Msged. Asked me to call starhub for bro. Then "gedebung!!!" Ya Allah... Atokkuuuuuuuuu Katil roboh. Stupid badigot kentalan Katil!! I was so damn angry wit the blardy bed. Quickly I curi the sis's katil for my atok. sori sis.. me stealing ur bed for atok. now u use atok's stupid katil k. or u can join me atas tilam? Ok b4 dat i called mom. in panic. Was so Damn panic! oh my God.. Im alone la seyy... Mom asked me to bring him to hospital to X-Ray and called my 'wak' if I cant get tru her next tym. So Atok dowan to go hospital. I struggled wit the katil alone.. From the gerl's room to the guy's room. and the nenek outside eating 'kuachi' Den i shouted: "Ahhh!!! Tanganku tecerpit!!!" ok2 the door is juz too small... Nenek was wondering wat happened to me. Atlast! she helped me. and scolded me for not telling her. Nenek called "wak". The nenek will call every single body la. 'Wak' asked me to go clinic. But atok dont want!!!!! Nurul!!!! Man!!! cepatlaaa balikkkkk.... Nenek asked me to do diz one stupid thing. Bace selawat pat my rambut and kiss2 my hair. den sapu my hair pat kepala benjol atok. I said dats so stupid la Nyaii.. Nyaii got angry. She said inilah anak2 zaman sekarang.. Petua org2 dulu taknak dgr... But later on atok oso suggested me to do the same thing. Atlast i did it. Aku Bace selawat pat rambutku yg sesungguhnyer pendek.. den aku tiup2 rambut aku. Den aku sapu rambut aku pat kepala botak atokku.. Atok seems ok. KEpala Sua BenJoL. ShuckS!! Lucky i was here at home. and not schooling. If not, dunno wat will happen to my lovely atok. But im still under pressure. God help me....
3:00pm I cried. so badly. people started blaming me. Im still alone at home wit both the grandparents. Juz received a phone call. the caller: Asal boley jatoh? me: katil roboh The caller: Mcm mane kau jage yaii ni... me: abeh katil dah nk roboh nk buat ape. ok ok Im supposed to be strong. and not getting too sensitive. But I am!!! I feel so sad.. Izzit really my fault??? Man.. nurul... where r u guys... and ibu... u keep on worrying abt abang... Abang in Taiwan already... InsyaAllah.. he will be fine... How abt me???
