Dainty Diva~

Friday, March 30, 2007

MiddLe ChiCken

hate being in the middle.
As simple as tat.
juz hate it.

BoSs . Me . DirectOrs
get it?

because Of all diz shit
I have to Lie
I have to Cheat
I have to bluff
all de same meaning?
ergh! doesnt really Matter

Its either I do all doz three above
OR
I die.

Shld I tell??
do the right thing
and suffer

OR

Shld I juz mind my Own business
do wat ive been told
Get it done

DEN Act blurr..
and forever feel BAD

LOVE <3

2:10 PM

25th March

I was In Office. On Friday. 23rd of March.

It was around 11:30am. A Chinese guy came Wit a HUGE bouquet of Flowers LoOking fer miss Siti.

I was Like 'Oh-tats-me-sir' and he was like 'oh-diz-is-4-u'

PHHHUUEEEYYYY!!!!

Sooo damn Shocked la sey!!

I asked him frm hu?

he said theres a card

so I Read..

Ohhh

It was Him

I dunno wat to do

I was so confuse

A fren said juz sms him and say thank you la.

But does he expect something in return?

I know he does.

He wants my Love

He wants to patch things up

Oh Im so sorry...

Its not tat i dun love u anymore

Human makes mistakes. I know.

Its juz tat

I NEED to be alone

Fer ze time being

Thanks

LOVE <3

7:32 PM

DoOm-ed

It was on Monday. Me and jaja went out 2gether wit atikah (jaja cuzin) n her fwen. I decided to take bus home frm city hall instead of taking mrt. ALONE i took bus 12. I was sooo stupid for not checking on the tym.. I slept all the way to Tampines CC (near afghan). I was supposed to take bus number 8 there. But since I was already half way in lala land I accidentally took bus number 9. dun blame me. 8 and 9 looks the same when u were half aslp. I was not aware tat i took the wrong bus until The bus turned to the opposite side from homeeeeeee...

Oh NO!!!!!! wat shld i do????

So i alighted. Somewhere in simei. It was so damn dark la. To make things worse, My bLoOdy Beautiful HP was dead FLAT.. KabOom! I tried my very best to turn it on over n over again. but haiz.. no luck. It was already past midnight ok. no more bus. Not even a single taxi either. So i decided to look for public phone. KENTAL la Singapore!!! Peh susah to find a public phone!!! When Im really in NEED!! Gosh... I was abt to cry tau. But im not a cry baby la ehk.. heheh.

Den there was a group of guys lepak2. Mat motor la. Thot of asking for help. Skali I hvnt even ask dey da offer n kacau2 so i walked quickly ignoring dem to the next blk. eksyen2 I live somewhere there la. Dats when I actually Cried. So Scared la.. Da nangis2 baru ingat Tuhan.. Ya Allah.. pls help me.. Protect me...

Since there was no other choice but to find a Taxi was e only way, I walked and walked and walked.

TAXI!!!!!! ade taxi la!!!! apek taxi berenti la!!! I have no idea dat Apek Taxi can be a REAL HERO la...

So i went home happily until i actually reached home. Daddy was waiting in the living room. Bla Blu Bla Blu Bla Blu.. nO need Details la ehk.. =)

LOVE <3

10:56 AM

FULL OF ~~'HATENESS'~~

ARGHH!!!!! GGRRRR!!!!!

HATE ME

HATE MYSELF

HATE ALL OF YOU!!!

I MAY LOOK DECENT AND NAIVE

BUT I KNOW!!!

AND I HATE IT TO BITS!

I HATE IT HERE

FULL OF SHITS!!

AND HYPOCRITES!!

GET OUT OF MY LIFE!

SHARKS. OLDMAN. DOWNSTAIRS

~Ok... cOoL... Grow up la Wewer... diz is juz parts and parcels of life...
BTW I dun give a damn la.. I dun care anymore.. everyday early morning I put a smile on my face, do work half -heartedly and 6pm sharp I chiow!

p/s: I have a date 2nite.. wit a fren tat is.. teeheee..

LOVE <3

2:36 PM

*DellyWer*

haha. 'DellyWer' is a short form of Dellynna and Wewer. Ma kakak sedare and myself la. Been going out wit her diz few days.. Shopping fer her bf bdae gift. Headache Ok!! haha.. Since the Owner of the gift is sooo the "ceReweT" la kan... need to buy a PERFECT gift fer him. Muahaha!! Hope he likes it!! It was a package of perfume and deodorant.. smell soo nice.. Love it! oh and a cute mickey n minnie mouse balloon.

Niways!! My kakak sedare bOught me a ballOon gak tau!!!! Disney PrinCess baLLoOn La ok!! Oh I Looikkkee!!!! Its a bdae gift. hekz!! I was soooo surprised!! and *tOuched*

Pssst!! bukan abg najib sorang tau dpt balloon... wakakakaka!

LOVE <3

3:17 PM

*Resignation Tale*

I've made up my mind. Tat is to go. After nearly 1 year in diz 'special' place. I confidently put e letter on his table. But i chickened out wen i saw him coming up the stairs.So I quickly pushed it under all the files n documents tat needs 2 b checked n signed dat day.N i went out strait. went toilet. drank milo. talked to colleagues downstairs. anything. as long as i dun hv to face him wen he finds out abt e letter.

*Pengecut?!* I know~

But it turned out 2 b OK at first. gez he didnt see it. He was Xtra nice to me. Calling me 'My dear gerl' and all.. (haha he always cal me dat btw) niwaes, the OK part only last fer a few hours only coz after lunch, he called me to come in (his room la). we talked. and talked. and talked. and talked.

He gave me back my letter. I went home. I told mummy wat happened. mummy asked me to talk to daddy. Daddy smiled. but he said too bad. And to give him back e letter 2moro (which is 2day la)

Im so confuse. I noe i shld hv given him e letter by now.. but i dun hv e heart ley to hurt him. He is in a difficult position now. bloody hong leong. I want 2 b a good employee u see.. haha. wen my boss is in trouble, i want to be loyal, i want to support him frm behind n show him dat Im there n i care. But how? When he himself dun really trust me. He always think lyk im a small gerl n i noe nothing.

Gosh.. Wat am i suppose to do now~

LOVE <3

1:46 PM