R.***.L22nd MArCh: 8:30pm, BedOk interchange.. yOu juZ gOt baCk frm wORk.. anD me frM GrannY's hOuse.. We wenT tO taMp 2gether. LoNg jOhn SiLver. Den u Send Me hOme.. And I send u BaCk.. heehee 168 Arrived aNd ur SaFeLy hOme... U caLLed. It wAs e daY i Started tO truSt yOu..25th MaRcH: 2:30pm, caUSeWaY PoInt.. yOu weRe frM the GyM.. aNd me frOm hOme.. yOu Wanted 2 WaTch 'The hiLLs haVe eYes' But Im a chIcKEn When It cOmes tO hOrrOr mOvIes.. hee. Let Me TeLL u SOmeThing, 'Ju-On' Was tHe VerY 1st hOrrOr MoVie I Watched And It Was Wit sOmeOne frm MY PasT And u Dun waNna nOe Wat haPpened aITe. SecOnd Was 'Shutter' and i thOt I Was BraVe EnuFf.. Konon da berUbaH.. But IT Was e wOrsT cOZ U dun waNt Ppl U dun eVen nOe StaRing aT u aNd SmiLing aND Laughing. sO We eNd Up WaTcHinG 'YouRs, Mine aNd Ours'.. It waS sO FunnY!!! TaK rugi kan?? SedaP sikit MaKan Pop CorN Tu Sambil ketawe.. LAu nenOk hoRrOr MovIE tk Payahlah Waste mOney beli pop cOrn k.. Tkde rase tu Pop cOrn nanti.. Buat berterabur jek naNti... ;)27th MaRcH: yOu WaiTed aT City Hall cOntrOl StatIoN.. I waS Late.. U seNd Me hOme. u bOught me a milkShaKe. StrawBerry MiLkShaKe. my faV! hee.. Thanx.. I waited till ur safeLy in a cab.. 30th MArCh: I waited aT PlatfOrm.. yOu WeRe LAte.. yOU weRe FrOm wOrk. yOU tOok Taxi frOm wORk. Sheesh! nO moRe bUs. sO we tOok 291 bUt oN Our WaY at interchanGe sOmeOne waS smilling aT yOU.. I thOT it Was juz bUdaK2 lePak mane ntah Tk tahu nK baLek mLm2 Bute... When a gUy SuddenLY CaLLed aND tts WheRe I reaLiSed. MY BROTHER!!! MoRe ShOcking when i told u hes my brO anD u ActuaLLy Waved aT hIm.. sO we All eNd uP gOing hOme 2gether... 1st ApriL: yOU SaId yOu Cant WaIt. But We HaVe tO WaIt... MIsSing yOU BadLy.. And PinKie BaGgIe.. HeRe I cOme.. hee
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1:44 PM
MoNeY.OveR
EarLy in d mOrning yesterday.. sOmeOne MSged her.. eVen If its Over.. That sOmeOne Tanyer khabar.. Ok.. sO she LaYan... But aFter that, SomeOne AsKed: "I nak pijam duit?" Haiz.. dIz sOmeOne never change... But she still laYan.. CoZ she kesiankan dat sOmeone.. Dat sOmeone Mengadu yg dier ****... Ok.. but she told dat sOmeone: "Sori, but i hv 2 ask permiSsion frm Someone 1st" n dat sOmeOne Was Lyk: "Who? ur gUy?" She Was speeChLess.. SerIousLy.. TaPi lau tk diLayan Dituduh Kejam Oleh dat sOmeOne...p/s: GeT a Lyf. KaLau da Tkde duit tu tak payah la amek lesen moTor.. Its nOt important anywaY cOz kalau awk nk pinjam2 org duit utk bayarkan lesen.. da dpt lesen nanti hutang keliling pinggang.. motor tkde pon tk gune... Buat PerhiaSan jek la LeSen awk tu NanTi... Saye buat gini bukan sengaje tapi utk masa depan awk jugak.. jadi awk tkdela harapkan PerToLOngan org jek..SaYanG.Over
ThanX.. 4 BeIng theRe n PuttinG a sMiLe On heR FaCeCaNt WaIt 2 MeeT uP Wit DaT sOmeOne aGaIn... MiSsinG u OwaEs..p/s: Diz sOmeOne is different Frm e 1st sOmeOne.. My sOmeOne Can b aNybOdY aite.. hee
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11:56 PM
EaRLy in Da mOrning Wit nO othEr den DEE AgaIn...We Went tO Raffles PlaCe fer IntervIEw.. HakZ! It Was Lyk 10:30am.. Den we went 2 eat at Burger King.. tiLL arnd 1pm anD dee had 2 gO fer tuition.. so I decided to Hang Out at maulana aLone.. till 5pm.. WoRk start peh lmbt.. But On my way tO Maulana i met a cuzzin of mine wit her fren on their waY to esplanade library.. Yippee!!! u Saved my Lyf DarLs!! But typicaL Ngee Ann sec 4 GerLs.. had to tahan wit their crazyness.. hehe.. Sampai apek dok sblah kitorang pon blah.. hakz!In the AfTernOon Wit BoSs...Baru masOk keje ~BoSs Shouted: Siti!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!EveryOne Was Lyk Wondering wat HaPpened..Siti: Wat!! Im nOt late ok??? (it was 4:45pm at tt tym)BoSs: hahahaha... U scared ah? no larh.. juz wanna gif u ur Pay Slip..EveryOne: hahahahahaSiti: Sheesh!!! U arh!! rubbish!! Owaes Lyk diz...The Tyms She MiSs aLot After wOrk...SOmeOne Was sitting, Waiting 4 Her at platfOrm wit SmiLes sO Wide.. nOne Other den dat sOmeOne.. nOw Wit Drying PoXies All Over.. hehe n eyeS so Red.. Ciaannn Org tu... But Still cAn make Her Laf.. n SeriOusLy.. Kesian Sey!!!
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11:50 PM
ImPiaN PaLsUFaMi Kater: "MungKin PenanTian LebeY baIk daRi MEmiLiki. KEraNa PenanTian MeLahirkan Impian, tetapi Memiliki meLahirkan KenyaTaAn dan KenYataAn BiasanYa BerBeZa daRi aPa Yg DiImPikaN."
HaKZ! ermm.. I'll try to Understand Ur wORds.. Hee.. BerBeLit2...
Org tu Msged Diz mOrning...Org tu: "Morning... Please answer my questiOn.. Do yOu still Love me?"
Kite ni: "I promised myself i wOnt disturb u ever again Kan... If we r still 2gether pOn.. u tetap akan senyapkan diri again and again.. Im cOnfuse ok. My LoVe doesnt matter cOz its useless when u urself dun bother."
Org tu: "I tanya do yOu still love me?"
Kite ni: "Half2. jgn buat i makin bingung" (Dlm hati: wOit!! I dun Lyk dat ques leY!! Dun eVer aSk cOz diz tyPe of ques make my heart beAts sO FaSt Lyk doop doop doop!!)
Org Tu: "Ok.. Let me be frank to you.. If u still want to b wit me i dun mind.. But sanggup tak you bersama i if you find out yg me ni *** From *** and always ***.. and im also ***"
Kite ni: "I dun caRe all dat.. Mmg since we were frens pe i da tahu u ***.. I tk kisah tu sumer asalkan i tahu org tu betul2 syg i.. But tts nOt the prob. Frankly speaking, ur perangai yg suke marah2 n senyapkan diri yg buat hati i berbelah bagi.."
Org tu: "MaCam mana i tak marah bila i nak minta u *** kat ***... Sebab tu kalau you tak bantah my permintaan yg satu tu je.."
Kite ni: "Again.. Lau i ckp nanti u ckp i ni step alim pulak.. But i hv to remind u, kite org Islam. *** *** . Dah la u.. tkya ungkit2 lagi.. i tknk susahkan hidOp u lagi.. May u find a better girl.. Better den me yg degil tknk dgr ckp u"
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1:35 AM
ShUt DoWn
I GeZ Its OVer.. Yep. Games OVer.. ShOot Me!! PleaSe....
HeR LoSt
"Why?? y r we juz frens?" A fren AskEd.
Its Over.
"I think i shld not b too close to u. Yes, we're frens, like u said 'gd frens' but i think i shld not b too close.. " Another fren Said.
Its Over.
"SomBoNG!" ShOoTzZ frm mOre Frens.
Its Over.
~ScreaMing In sIlence~
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*+PiZza Hut/The BlingS/Mdm TerImO+*
VS
*+WoRk/MoNeY/BoSs+*
ShOot ME! ShOoT MYSeLF!
SunDay
11am
CuT ME!!!
Cut me in HaLf!!!
PleaSe.........
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1:30 AM
YeSteRdaY FeVeRThe Sun Was KiLLing her YesTerDay~ALL de WaY Frm hOme tO wOrk.. She Had a Fight Wit sOmeOne...
A Fren Once ToLd her:
"KaLau satu aPi.. Lagi saTu kene Jadi air..." sO dats Wat shes BeeN Doing.. JAdi Air.. To cOoL dOwn the aPi.. But deN Aft DaT When Things NeveR SeeM tO end,
AnOther Fren SaId:
"SamPai BiLer u NaK JadI Air... LEt It Be.. BiaRKan Api SamPai JadI HAngus Sumer.. Dats WheRe It'll End" Sheesh... ConFusIng...
It Was Fun At wOrK.. But Diz Tym, sHe keEP HearIng
a Guy TaLking at d WaLkie TaLkie She Was USing... sO SHe AsKEd Her
bOsS:
"Are U BeeN taLking tO me?" BoSs:
"NoPe. Why?"WeweR: "I HeaRd a Guy TaLking nOne sToP Ley.. IrrItating U nOe.." BoSs: "Oh.. dat Guy ah? HE's AsKing u Out fOr a DaTe LEy.."HaKZ!! Her bOsS NeVer FaILs tO MAKe Her SmiLE~At Night.. She Was Supposed tO CaLL
a Fren.. But si
Unta CaLLed Her..
Unta HAs been A gOoD Fren Since ForEver... AfTer TaLking.. WeweR FeLt sO SleePy So She Told
Unta She Wanna End gO SLp n CaLL
a Fren skejap LAter.. But
Unta SaId:
"Wait La..." sO SHe StiLL Layan tu Unta.. Hhehe.. But SunddenLy Mummy KEjut Sembahyang subuh.. And She ReaLised HEr Hp Was sTiLL StuCk tO HEr Ears.. When She ChecKed, She gOT a Msg Frm
Unta :
"WOit!!" heheeh... Sori
Unta.. SerIousLy She ReaLLy Tk SedaR.. Tibe2 TertidO WhiLe u werE StiLL taLking... Hmm.. WonDerIng Wat u Did Ehk When u Finally ReaLised She Was AlreaDy FaLLing asLp.. Hee.. But.. She Dun hv to WonDer AcTuaLLy.. Coz ConFirm dIz WOrd Came Out AutomaticLy Frm Ur Mouth:
"BINATANG!!!"
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2:30 PM
IkaTaN PerTunAnganIt is a BIG WorD.. Tunang.. n Shes scared.. Please understand her.. Its nOt a rejection.. juz dat.. Shes nOt ready.. Fikir masak2.. U never think abt her.. wat she feels n wat she wants n her needs... u Only think abt urself.. wat u feel, wat u really want n ur needs.. n wats moRe important.. she feels tat u dun trust her.. tts y diz thing happened.. ur in such a rush.. diz is so complicated..U accused her of being so 'kejam!' .. u noe wat? ure selfish! She Loves u! But u never care.. u noe why? cOZ u never trust her..
P/S: Sembahyang istiharah.. U'll nOe the decisiOn u make is right or nOt.. Byk2 berdOa minta pertunjuk... Tats aLL fer nOw...
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12:44 PM
YaNg DirinDui...
It waS YeaRs AgO When sHe fOund Her Mom's dIAry in One of the bOoK sHelves.. BeIng CuriOus, She read it. It Was a dIArY abt Us = me, hidayat, hazman n nurul, When we weRe still in mummy's tUmmY tiLL We weRe bOrn.. Tts wherE She gOttO nOe tt Hauwa means, Yg Dirindui...MiSsIng sOmeOneNoPe... She didnt MiSs sOmeOne.. She MisS EVERYONE.. WhY IS She OwaEs Windu Ppl When ITs sUppoSed 2 b The Other WaY Round.. Yg Rindui!! Org yg Patut rindu weweR tapi tkde org windu WeweR.. She yg windu Org.. HeeHis RetUrn...He's BacK.. Juz LyK daT. He saId sOrrY aNd It Was hIs FauLt. BcOz Of him WeweR CanceLed Her Outing Wit sOmeOne.. *cOnfuSe* She weNt Out Wit Him. He accOmpanied Her tO Register In a Sch.. We gOt Lost bUt IT Was Fun. But e haPPiness LAst 4 a whiLe OnLy. On Our WaY BacK hOme, He GettO nOe dat sHe gOt gUy Frens.. He NeVer TruSt her..~ yOU LefT me Juz Lyk daT... We LoSt cOntact. sO dUn expeCt me tO waIt fOr ur ReTurn... IzzIt wrOng If i tried 2 mOve On wIT Ma Lyf? Its nOt ez... It neVer Is...
LOVE <3
8:26 PM
SadNeSs
WeweR IS feeLing sO saD cOz MuMmy wOnt LEt Her gO stuDy OverSeas eVen In Msia.. aNd Its bcOz Of FinancIaL PrObLem muMmY Said.. MuMmY tOLd WeweR tO wORK 1sT fEr tHe tYm BeIng.. CoLLect duIt den Can cOntinue stUdY Later.. WeweR taKut OtaK Karat!!! A Fren SaID: "nI McM bILa MAu Kahwin?!"SentOsa OutIng
YesTerdaY WeweR wenT tO SentOsa Wit Her Frens + Her Fren's Frens... 10 PersOn aLtoGetheR. We Went tO SiLosO BeaCh. WeweR WatChed deM PlaY sOcceR aNd afTer sOlaT MAghrIb 2getheR aT thE BeaCh wE Went gHOst hUntIng At fOrT sILoSo.. it Was Fun ActuaLLy + sCarY OfcOz.. sOme Frens FeLT seJuk2 aNd Me aNd FazIL HeaRd a dOg BaRKed OnCe.. Tts WheRe We stOppeD aND TurNEd BaCk..A MsG tO aLL Her GerL FreNs..
PleaSe dUn eVer fOrGet Her.. Ouh PleaSe dO KeeP In tOucH.. dUn LEaVe Her aLL aLoNe aITe.. AnD tO Dee, SerIousLy Ley.. WeweR nOes u NeVer bOther tO Even LoOk at hEr bLog. HaKZ! But MAny2 Thanx tO u!! kO tOl2 KAsI aKu SemanGat.. InsYaALLah aKu ajak MAK aKu Pi MEndaKi K.. N gOod LuCk tO U! InsyaAllah mendaKi Will HeLp a StuDent Lyk U... If OnLy We Hv De Same InterEst.. HeHe.. But niMind.. Business WoMan + KinDerGarteN TeaCher = FreNS FOrEVer Aite!!A MsG tO aLL Her gUy FreNS..
PleaSe dUn SteaL Her HeaRt AwaY... cOz sHe wOnt trUst aNy gUys nO moRe. Na ah!! She caN b FrenLy n cLoSe tO Y'aLL BuT If yOu WaNt 2 B mOre deN Frens Wit Her.. fORGet aBt It aITe!
LOVE <3
7:14 PM
My NeW FrienD
Today I met a great new friendWho knew me right awayIt was funny how she understoodAll I had to sayShe listened to my problemsShe listened to my dreamsWe talked about love and lifeShe'd been there, too, it seemsI never once felt judged by herShe knew just how I feltShe seemed to just accept meAnd all the problems I'd been dealtShe didn't interrupt meOr need to have her sayShe just listened very patientlyAnd didn't go awayI wanted her to understandHow much this meant to meBut as I went to hug herSomething startled meI put my arms in front of meAnd went to pull her nearerAnd realized that my new best friendWas nothing but a mirror.
LOVE <3
11:47 AM
FIFA World CUP Trophy TourWeweR wOrKed MoRning 2daY.. AfTer wORK, wHiLe she Was On her WaY Out Of Marina.. sHe Met Amir.. whO was having his Lunch aT Long jOhn SilVer wif his fren Samir... sO WeweR decided tO jOin dem. Den, we went to the World cUp Trophy exhibition at Suntec City.. SeriOusLy wewer neVer Liked soCcer b4.. hakz!! Her broz nenok bola she LooK at the playerS Onny.. hee.. bUT it Was GreaT Fun.. We tOok picZ (instant Camera) wit the Original trophy!! 100% gOld sum1 tOld her... n ermm we gOt to Watch a 3D shOw.. wearing diz 1 weird Look sPecz.. hakz! All fer Free! eVen the gUYs gotto trY Kicking the ball.. and yeah.. we gOt a red band.. mcm gelang gitu.. wit 'WE ALL SPEAK FOOTBALL' printed on it.. hakz! tOo bad her scaNner sPoiLed if nOt can shOw it Off to u aLL.. hakz! Bluek!!The BesT Part was aT hOme when she shOwed it Off to Her brOz.. Dey Were Lyk: "kakak!!! ko tk bilang!!! eh baik arh! rabak arh ko!! 1 hari jek kan trophy pat spore?! ko memang!!!" hehesHE wOnt Let aNybOdY TaKe Her HeaRt aWaY!! She'll dIE!~
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6:50 PM
HeR LeaVing Cert aNd TesTImoNiaL~StuDent PrOfILe~Ms Siti Hauwa Enrolled in Madrasah Al-Maarif Al-Islamiah for her primary, secondary and pre-University education. She completed her two-year Pre-University course which culminated in the GCE 'A' Level examination. The subjects she chose to study were Islamic Law, Islamic theology and malay at 'A' level and General Paper and Mathematics at 'AO' level.Ms Siti Hauwa had a lively and inquisitive mind. She was able to explore issues very deeply. Her world views were often different and unique, and at times humourous, and as such, she was able to provide fresh perspectives into old framework of thoughts.
She was also a caring student as she participated in various community services conducted by organisations such as Association of Muslim professionals and the Children's society. She was also active in the school annual Friday collection to raise funds for the school.Apart from that she was also an active member of the school IT club and assisted in the making of the school's year book and in organising the school National day Bazaar. She took part in the school inter-class debate, and was heavily involved as a facilitator in the English Drama competition and the year end prize-giving ceremony.Ms Siti Hauwa was a vibrant and fun student to have in class. She was energetic, responsive and loved Challenges as this could be reflected in her very active school life.
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10:49 PM